Allhumdolillah! I am at a much better place since my last post with series of lab tests, utlrasounds, a mammogram and some other really scary tests, and a gut wrenching anxiety of results. I am doing well thankfully everything was clear except low iron levels with vitamin d3 deficiency. These deficiencies are now on their way to recovery. It is worth noting that I have been struggling with intense brain and physical fatigue since 2019 but not a single doctor was able to identify my problem. Once somebody is diagnosed with depression or anxiety then every health issue they complain about is looked from the psychological lenses. Nobody asked me to check iron, vitamin b12 or vitamin d3 deficiencies even my mum who is a dermatologist always assured me that I am fine and this weakness is just a phase. It was a phase alright, it engulfed almost 8 years of my life pushed back my career and research ambitions. This is not the case alone with me but there are many people who silentl...
Life takes such unexpected twist and turn, you expect one thing and something completely different falls in your lap. Although these changes appears unwarranted on the first look however as and when the time moves on one begin to realize that whatever happened is perfect and nothing else is relevant.
We look for answers to some of our most dreaded questions in all the places which one could comprehend not knowing that all the replies to all that is lie within or so very near us. I too have been searching for some answers, for some clarity, and today out of blue where I least expected my answers started to come through; nevertheless, a little more time is needed to clear all the fog.
Robot starring Aishwarya Rai Bachchan and Rajnikant has been released and it’s been declared a phenomenal hit with record breaking business. For every film which does well or very well at the box-office is always proclaimed by the media or marketing pundits to have broken all the previous records; with so many records broken on daily basis one sits in sheer amazement what and whose were the last records which are broken now. Anyways, I would like to watch this movie; with so much hype created for it one must be able to see for themselves the authenticity marketing claims. Rajnikant- what can I say about him, he started his career as a humble bus conductor and then became a legend and huge sensation in South-India. In my childhood I have seen few of his movies and I always loved his comic role in Chaalbaaz which he played opposite Sri Devi, another South-Indian icon of late 80’s and a personal favourite of mine.
Albeit I am not a fan of Aishwarya as an actor but I have always admired her as an individual who has with her brains created this remarkable persona of herself and became an A-list actor as well. From her first movie she didn’t make any mark as an actress; nevertheless, with time gradually she developed her stature and became a marvel. I only pray that she sees many more successes both on personal and professional levels.
Many prayers & love for all of you.
Good Night dear ones……
Sonya. (Day 135)
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