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Allhumdolillah! I am at a much better place since my last post with series of lab tests, utlrasounds, a mammogram and some other really scary tests, and a gut wrenching anxiety of results. I am doing well thankfully everything was clear except low iron levels with vitamin d3 deficiency. These deficiencies are now on their way to recovery. It is worth noting that I have been struggling with intense brain and physical fatigue since 2019 but not a single doctor was able to identify my problem. Once somebody is diagnosed with depression or anxiety then every health issue they complain about is looked from the psychological lenses. Nobody asked me to check iron, vitamin b12 or vitamin d3 deficiencies even my mum who is a dermatologist always assured me that I am fine and this weakness is just a phase.   It was a phase alright, it engulfed almost 8 years of my life pushed back my career and research ambitions.  This is not the case alone with me but there are many people who silentl...
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Day 230


There are moments in one’s life where the boundaries of hope and faith are pushed beyond its regular limit. In pleasant times when all is going fine no one bothers to understand the true concepts of hope it is in those not-so-good-times when the real test is taken. Sometimes things happen around you but irrespective of who is getting tested you are bound to get affected as well. This time a dear friend is put to such a test and I sincerely pray that she comes out of all the challenges in her life with all the peace and health.

I apologize for I might not be in the best of my spirits, I am anxious and concerned.

Yet I don’t want any of you to get affected so I shall move on to the weather which has affected me a great deal, including a mild flu. In the afternoon it felt as I am going to melt due to the heat, although everyone around is not complaining like me. I tried to switch on the AC but then immediately my sore throat began to sore bit more than the usual. Having no option left I resorted to old age formula of my late grandmother of Rooh-afza. For the local people it is a known beverage but for those of you who are unaware, Rooh-afza is red squashed drink taken in cold water.

However, after drinking this highly sweetened beverage I apprehend the weight gain so from tomorrow I shall be resorting to Sattu. The ingredients of Sattu are unknown to me but it is widely accepted as a soothing drink in hot weather. Tomorrow I shall be drinking Sattu for the first time and lets see how it would turn out to be.

I take your leave now for something is amiss today; I guess if I would be saying anything further it shall seem like dragging the post.

Much love as ever…

Sonya. (Day 230)

P.S. for those of you who are or would be traveling abroad soon be safe and have a happy journey.

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