Allhumdolillah! I am at a much better place since my last post with series of lab tests, utlrasounds, a mammogram and some other really scary tests, and a gut wrenching anxiety of results. I am doing well thankfully everything was clear except low iron levels with vitamin d3 deficiency. These deficiencies are now on their way to recovery. It is worth noting that I have been struggling with intense brain and physical fatigue since 2019 but not a single doctor was able to identify my problem. Once somebody is diagnosed with depression or anxiety then every health issue they complain about is looked from the psychological lenses. Nobody asked me to check iron, vitamin b12 or vitamin d3 deficiencies even my mum who is a dermatologist always assured me that I am fine and this weakness is just a phase. It was a phase alright, it engulfed almost 8 years of my life pushed back my career and research ambitions. This is not the case alone with me but there are many people who silentl...
Overwhelmed,
saddened but still hopeful are the three words that would naturally come to
your experience once you watch Maalik, Pakistan’s latest cinematic adventure.
As expected, Ashir Azeem was fabulous and every actor gave their best. I still
remember the craze and phenomena of 'Dhooan', it was very the first
action-thriller TV play and it took the entire country by storm, we all just
loved it. Today there is Maalik, a great achievement for Pakistan's
cinema.
What I most admire
about Ashir Azeem is the way he portrays women, he brilliantly presents the
perfect amalgamation of feminine fragility and strength- the lover and the
warrior.
Although the film
was released worldwide and received adulation, however, it was banned in
Pakistan for offending someone in Government, Ashir had to face a lot of hell
after the release of this movie. His job was threatened to the point of
terminating him, various investigations and cases have been opened up, his
personal and professional credibility and integrity is being questioned. Yet
with all the attacks, bans and false propaganda justice prevailed and Sindh
High Court removed the ban on the film.
Cinema hall was packed and the audience appreciated the film all the way, every scene received clappings- this is huge for Karachites because we are very strict about giving our appreciation but once we see something as great as Maalik we have to give its due. At the end of the movie when names of Pakistan Army, Navy and Air Force were shown on the screen, huge cheers came from audience and the hall echoed with applause.
We all live and breathe in a society which has so many negative forces at work and when such brutal reality is brought right at your face- it is sad. Yet there is silver lining, in the midst of all miseries good forces are also at work or else this country would have collapsed years ago.
We all live and breathe in a society which has so many negative forces at work and when such brutal reality is brought right at your face- it is sad. Yet there is silver lining, in the midst of all miseries good forces are also at work or else this country would have collapsed years ago.
Wherever we look,
whatever news comes to us it involves some devastating situation for Muslims
everywhere. Aleppo, Syria is nothing but dust and rubble; Kashmiris are facing
unimaginable atrocities; Pakistan is threatened by war both internally and
externally; Palestine; Lebanon; civil un-rest in Turkey, the list goes on.
Every time I see CNN or BBC some young Muslim is being hunted down by police
for attacking Americans or Europeans. Millions of Muslims are treated worse
than animals at international borders with absolutely no hope of future.
Everyone hates
everybody else, and the rest are lost in corruption and greed. Each year long,
majestic halls of Kaaba Shareef are filled with millions of people crying and
asking for mercy- but it seems prayers are not accepted, gates of mercy and
blessings are sealed.
I know this is all
depressing, but you know what? Sometimes it is better to be officially and
completely sad and feel the pain. It is better to un-numb yourself. It is
better to see things as they are and not live in our la-la land. Once we start to feel the pain
we would try to heal it, either through some action or prayers.
Still, fingers are
crossed. See you soon.
Sonya Syed. (Day
562)

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