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Allhumdolillah! I am at a much better place since my last post with series of lab tests, utlrasounds, a mammogram and some other really scary tests, and a gut wrenching anxiety of results. I am doing well thankfully everything was clear except low iron levels with vitamin d3 deficiency. These deficiencies are now on their way to recovery. It is worth noting that I have been struggling with intense brain and physical fatigue since 2019 but not a single doctor was able to identify my problem. Once somebody is diagnosed with depression or anxiety then every health issue they complain about is looked from the psychological lenses. Nobody asked me to check iron, vitamin b12 or vitamin d3 deficiencies even my mum who is a dermatologist always assured me that I am fine and this weakness is just a phase.   It was a phase alright, it engulfed almost 8 years of my life pushed back my career and research ambitions.  This is not the case alone with me but there are many people who silentl...

The Past


Thankfully to God that my friend whom I mentioned to be in distress few days ago has fortunately come out of her crisis safe and sound. It is a real joy for me to see everybody around me in joy.

Today I had an opportunity to have a walk down memory lane. Although I hardly ever prefer to live in memories but sometimes I believe it is fine to reminiscence the past gaiety. If I look in the past, then most prominently my school days comes to mind. Please do not worry that now I would drag you all into my school days or describe every little detail. But lets give it a glance, shall we. 

I did my matriculation from St. Patrick’s School however I spend my elementary and secondary school days at a fantasy school. I call it a fantasy school because it seemed to have appeared from a fairytale and when its work was completed it disappeared into the Neverland.

I did my early schooling from New Horizons Public School, located at Nursery Area in Karachi. It was a school started by a couple Mr. & Mrs. Zia and their brother Mr. Fazal-ur-Rehman with a team of the most dedicated teachers and administration. My wonderful friends Muneeza and Maria came from that school. 

It was in that school where I had my first fight in class 8, I beat up my class fellow Imran Yousuf. It was our last class and a free period, we were all packing bags and Imran suddenly started throwing rubber on my head, I warned him twice and the third time I showed him what it takes to mess up with me. Yes I actually had a fight with him and my entire class instead stopping both of us began betting on us. Half were on his side and the other half on my side; it turned into a mini wrestling.

Our class was most proudly named the class of hooligans. In those days my lunch comprised of two packs of chilly chips Slims and a bottle of Coca Cola, (Slims is a famous brand of chips available in Karachi). Yes it was an unhealthy routine but as we got awareness I changed to fruits and juices.

My favorite past time was not fighting but spending free time with the Kindergarten (KG) students. Maria and I whenever had extra time from breaks or gym we would always play with them.

I remember that there was this KG 1 or KG 2 student who was either lost in the backyard of our school or probably someone from my class mischievously left him there. Luckily I was playing on that side so I bumped into a wildly crying 5 years old. I could not understand whether he was crying more or his running nose was streaming more because both his tears and water from nose was mixed together. I tried to calm him down and as I touched his hand he was feverish probably due to the fear of being lost. Anyways I brought him out of the backyard towards the main entrance, called his teacher and our sweetest Amma (our school nanny). 

Although he was composed after a while but not at all interested to go either with Amma or his teacher. So I sat with him until our Principal called his parents and they hurriedly came to pick him up. I think his dad wore a gray or dark blue safari suit and his mom was beautiful.

At New Horizons our teachers were not mere ladies who used teaching as a hobby but it was their life; they were a group of professionally committed teachers. We learnt computers, read Shakespeare and French revolution in class 4. I learnt my first embroidery and baking from Miss Bilquis who was a Xerox of classic Indian Actress Madhubala. We all used to stand in the morning assembly and gazed at her beauty.

Then how can I forget Ms. Fouzia Butt who taught us English from Class 1 to Class 8 and she is that person whom I shall respect and love forever and who has made me capable that I am able to communicate with you all and write this blog today.

Thank you so much all my dearest teachers, my parents & above all Thank You God for blessing me with all the opportunities and resources.

Sonya. (233)

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My Two Cents

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