Allhumdolillah! I am at a much better place since my last post with series of lab tests, utlrasounds, a mammogram and some other really scary tests, and a gut wrenching anxiety of results. I am doing well thankfully everything was clear except low iron levels with vitamin d3 deficiency. These deficiencies are now on their way to recovery. It is worth noting that I have been struggling with intense brain and physical fatigue since 2019 but not a single doctor was able to identify my problem. Once somebody is diagnosed with depression or anxiety then every health issue they complain about is looked from the psychological lenses. Nobody asked me to check iron, vitamin b12 or vitamin d3 deficiencies even my mum who is a dermatologist always assured me that I am fine and this weakness is just a phase. It was a phase alright, it engulfed almost 8 years of my life pushed back my career and research ambitions. This is not the case alone with me but there are many people who silentl...
My long awaited desire has been
fulfilled, today I went for my eye check up and have been told that from now
on I would be wearing eye glasses while reading, driving and most of the time
to relive the discomfort. Although with grace of God the eye-sight is still 6/6
but I need to protect my eyes from the reflection of light on the computer
screen.
We need to be very careful before
we wish for something. When I was 10 years old I saw my elder cousin who used
to wear plain eye glasses and that gave her a persona, for some reason I liked
it so much that I bought a pair of plain eye glasses for myself, however, I
couldn’t wear them for more than few minutes because they gave me a headache.
So today when my long awaited
wish has been granted I am more than happy, although I could have relived the
discomfort by doing acupressure on eye points but no I was keen to have a
new specs; however, this time I needed a solid reason for buying my
favorite pair. I know I really sound silly but then love makes you do silly
things.
I have written a short story
recently and I am dying to share it with you all. In fact I didn’t sit and
thought about it rather it came to me in my sleep-wake moment. It was the time
when one is beginning to wake up from deep sleep, and I just saw entire story
flash through my closed eyes with the scenes, its characters in detail, even
the decor of the room. It is strange that I get most of my important ideas and
solutions in this sleep-wake condition.
It is a very simple yet a very
human story, but I think it should be shared. Most probably the story is
symbolic and may be after publishing it on blog I might get some clarity. Although
the main plot, its beginning till end is very well-defined but I will try to
improve its appearance and make it look more like a story rather than some
article for the post.
I have no prior experience of
story writing, I don’t the rules but I have a very strong push from within to
write it. So please do excuse me if it didn’t look like regular story. I will
try my best to incorporate my information which I have from reading books. I
plan to publish it weekly in brief episodes and then lets hope for the best.
Keeping my fingers crossed. Good
Night!
Sonya. (Day 349)
Comments
As for the story I hope its at least readable..