Day 32

Dark sky, slightly chilled air, frequent light rain is the perfect recipe of my favourite day. This time disappearance from the scene is not due sluggishness or indiscipline, rather I consciously abstained from writing because my vibes or energy was not quiet positive and it is only unfair to spread negativity. Past few days, as Pakistanis we have heard some of the appalling news of injustice, ridicule and torment. There is no point in repeating or discussing them any further since all the efforts of such sort would not bring any benefit to anyone, besides we do not have power to change anything simply by speaking about the problems so it is better to stick with SOMEONE who absolutely possess the Power to bring any change and the modus operandi to invoke that Power is to pray as much as possible.

Dear Anonymous, as much as I would love to elaborate on the topics nevertheless the vastness and explanation those subjects require exceed my writing capability and I fear that I might not be able to do justice to them. I could give you the name of the books though:

1) A New Earth - by Eckhart Tolle.

Below is the Web link to the podcast for detailed explanation and discussion chapter wise by the Author and the readers:

http://www.oprah.com/oprahsbookclub/Download-the-A-New-Earth-Web-Classes

2) The Secret – by Rhonda Byrne

I sincerely hope and pray that you find what you are looking for.

After a while Karachites are enthralled in winterish winds. I do not have any logical explanation why certain intuitive senses are invoked as a result of this climate. Winter rains, dark clouds, cold breezes for some reason connects me to an unknown and unseen entity. In this weather I could intensely feel my positive frequency or vibration getting to the highest level and then I get connected to some unknown place. All these elements when combined with sea intensely affect me; salty smell of ocean, the wind, they all seem so familiar; a sense of belongingness emerges and I feel at home, peaceful and serene. Then certain spots close to sea further strengthens this sense of connectedness. although most part of my life I have never been an enthusiast of living near sea. Due to my unability to find any human connection and observing my intuitive feeling Sadia, a dear friend of mine, suggested that I am possibly reincarnated and if we investigate further we might find a mansion at seaside and inside that mansion there will be a painting; the painting of a princess who died 100 years ago in that mansion and her very old husband who dearly loved her is only alive because he has hope that princess shall return to him someday and that princess beyond any shadow of doubt is me. Well, her theory seems sensible except that 100 years ago the entire Clifton and defence area (both sea side residential areas in Karachi) was part of the sea and the only species which resided there were aquatic vertebrates. And this is where my theory comes in, I think I was a rare and exquisite fish in my past life and I have been reincarnated as a human to work for the welfare of all vertebrates. The only problem is that I cannot swim and I am a water phobic, as well. So the mystery is still unsolved.

To my surprise having said all that, I need to get some sleep for my 9 am breakfast meeting tomorrow with my dear friend Sadia and her equally lovely sister Sana.

Love to all.

Sonya.