Allhumdolillah! I am at a much better place since my last post with series of lab tests, utlrasounds, a mammogram and some other really scary tests, and a gut wrenching anxiety of results. I am doing well thankfully everything was clear except low iron levels with vitamin d3 deficiency. These deficiencies are now on their way to recovery. It is worth noting that I have been struggling with intense brain and physical fatigue since 2019 but not a single doctor was able to identify my problem. Once somebody is diagnosed with depression or anxiety then every health issue they complain about is looked from the psychological lenses. Nobody asked me to check iron, vitamin b12 or vitamin d3 deficiencies even my mum who is a dermatologist always assured me that I am fine and this weakness is just a phase. It was a phase alright, it engulfed almost 8 years of my life pushed back my career and research ambitions. This is not the case alone with me but there are many people who silentl...
Not learning from one’s mistake is the perfect recipe of further disasters. Once the vicious cycles begins there is hardly anything left to do. Someone once told me that there are two kinds of people: one who learn from the mistakes of others and the second type, consist of those who had to make mistakes themselves so they could learn their lesson. The latter is not a very wise option though.
Had an interesting day but somnolence has indelible quality to make the brain sluggish and expression becomes somewhat subdued. And there is a desire to get to the comforts of duvet.
So I leave all with Sweet Dreams……….
Sonya. (Day 47)
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