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Allhumdolillah! I am at a much better place since my last post with series of lab tests, utlrasounds, a mammogram and some other really scary tests, and a gut wrenching anxiety of results. I am doing well thankfully everything was clear except low iron levels with vitamin d3 deficiency. These deficiencies are now on their way to recovery. It is worth noting that I have been struggling with intense brain and physical fatigue since 2019 but not a single doctor was able to identify my problem. Once somebody is diagnosed with depression or anxiety then every health issue they complain about is looked from the psychological lenses. Nobody asked me to check iron, vitamin b12 or vitamin d3 deficiencies even my mum who is a dermatologist always assured me that I am fine and this weakness is just a phase.   It was a phase alright, it engulfed almost 8 years of my life pushed back my career and research ambitions.  This is not the case alone with me but there are many people who silentl...

Good to be in love…

I just suddenly realized that I am a student of the 'World University' founded by God. In this University Allah has several faculties run by various Deans and Teachers.

First faculty is ‘Home’ whose Dean is my family that has taught me how to eat, behave and survive in this world.

Second faculty is ‘Healing’ whose Dean is Dr. Zainab, whose teachers taught me how to heal myself and others.

Third faculty is ‘Soul and the World’ whose Dean is Oprah Winfrey, whose group of teachers have taught me the essence of life and how to live it the best way.

Fourth faculty is ‘Life’ it has many Deans and several Visiting teachers. Everyday someone new comes in this faculty and gives me a new lesson.

The teachers of Life faculty are of mixed variety, sometimes they give me the painful lessons, sometimes they give me the treasures of life. All in all this is the most interesting yet the most unpredictable faculty.

Now there is a new teacher at my University by the name of Paulo Coelho who has given me beautiful gifts of wisdom through his book ‘The Alchemist’.

Enchanted, charmed and captivated in the spell of ‘The Alchemist’, what a book! I didn’t expect to fall in love with it so soon, but here I am.

The Alchemist is a book about following your dreams and finding your hidden treasures. I must say that this book has entered my life at a perfect time. It has shown me that it is really important to follow my dreams and to come out of my comfort zone, a zone where everything is familiar, safe and monotonous.

All our lives we live in our own different types of comfort zones because new and unknown things frighten us; and mainly because we don’t want anything to change. We don’t want anything to change because we don’t know how to handle that change. That’s a safe life though, but it is a life of limited potential.

What would have happened if Quaid-e-Azam Muhammad Ali Jinnah remained in his comfort zone, there wouldn’t have been any Pakistan. What would have happened if Imran Khan remained in his comfort zone, there wouldn’t have been Cricket World Cup, or international level Cancer Hospital. What would have happened if Sattar Edhi remained in his comfort zone, there wouldn’t have been all that high-scale philanthropic services in Pakistan.   

What would have happened if Alexander Graham Bell remained in his comfort zone, there wouldn’t have been any telephone. What would have happened if Thomas Edison remained in his comfort zone, we wouldn’t have an electric bulb. What would have happened if Bill Gates remained in his comfort zone and didn’t follow his dream, there wouldn’t be any Microsoft.

What would have happened if Oprah Winfrey remained in her comfort zone because she was a black girl from a very poor background, there wouldn’t have been a multi-award-winning The Oprah Winfrey Show, the highest-rated program of its kind in history; the richest African-American woman of the 20th century, the greatest black philanthropist in American history and currently North America's only black billionaire awarded the Presidential Medal of Freedom by President and an honorary doctorate degree from Harvard.

What would have happened if all the mothers remained in their comfort zones and refrained from painful task of giving birth and raising a child, there wouldn’t have been either you or me.

So my lovelies, I have learned that if we all want to find our hidden treasures then we need to pass through the path which is new, unknown and challenging. If we find our treasures then it would be a great life and if we didn’t find anything then at least we would be content that we made an effort.

With all my love.

Sonya Syed. (Day 522)

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My Two Cents

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