Razzmatazz

Days are running faster then electric trains and I am trying my best to calmly travel from one station to another station. All of a sudden the life that had been missing activity is seeing all the razzmatazz. New avenues are opening up and I can say that I have never felt better, because there is no time to feel or think.

Your emotions, thoughts, ideas of self always limit you of your own potential or may be we are scared to explore things outside our mindset. I think its fine to allow ourselves to do what we really like, of course that must not involve hurting or damaging anyone, but once to follow illogicality of your heart rather than the logic of your mind. 

You live your life believing you can do this or cannot do this, setting limitations on yourself but then you are thrown into the deep end. You have the choice to either sink or swim and if you manage to swim then life takes you to another level.  

I have lived my life with strictest boundaries and pre-decided ideas of how things should be but honestly that’s not the way to live. Mainly because life doesn’t go by mind plans but it responds to the deepest feelings of heart. I have read somewhere that our feelings, being energy, are like magnet and what ever we attract in our lives is the result of how we feel and not what we deliberately plan with our minds.

When our mind asks to perform a task and if our heart is not in alignment then we hardly ever achieve our desired goals. Or we might achieve something due to our hard work but very soon it will loose its viability to us. 

I am getting grips of stitching and it is slowly growing on me; I am hopeful that soon I shall overcome my fears for this art. With everything that is going around me I am content that I have managed to regularize my daily chores, the things which I found unnecessary or dull are becoming part of my routine.

Need to get some rest now, so I say my Good Nights!

Sonya. (Day 317)