Allhumdolillah! I am at a much better place since my last post with series of lab tests, utlrasounds, a mammogram and some other really scary tests, and a gut wrenching anxiety of results. I am doing well thankfully everything was clear except low iron levels with vitamin d3 deficiency. These deficiencies are now on their way to recovery. It is worth noting that I have been struggling with intense brain and physical fatigue since 2019 but not a single doctor was able to identify my problem. Once somebody is diagnosed with depression or anxiety then every health issue they complain about is looked from the psychological lenses. Nobody asked me to check iron, vitamin b12 or vitamin d3 deficiencies even my mum who is a dermatologist always assured me that I am fine and this weakness is just a phase. It was a phase alright, it engulfed almost 8 years of my life pushed back my career and research ambitions. This is not the case alone with me but there are many people who silentl...
lush and green
it was so happy it made me scream
my joy and hopes
and all my mopes
my childhood garden
my childhood garden
with the ups and downs
when I jumped I could not touch the ground
with my purple pony's
it made it homey
my childhood garden
my childhood garden
flying high
with the little lies
the grass fine
up in the sky my kite
my childhood garden
my childhood garden
now in the past
I now know that it can never last
now as I get taller
it was different when I was smaller
my childhood garden .................. By Danielle Eager *
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Now coming to the present - the city is becoming a concrete
jungle, everywhere there is bombardment of high-rise towers, apartments, malls or shops but
what we are beginning to lack are play grounds for children. There are very few
grounds and the ones we have are ill-maintained. Fortunately the local
government has made some wonderful parks but the actual grounds where children
could play are not visible the way they should be.
If someone is fortunate to have
house space or place in their apartments to play they have to be cautioned
about the window glasses or wall paint. So the only option left for many
children is to play on streets which is a dangerous alternative. Some nearby
streets are comparatively safe, but even there cars and motor-bikes come from
every possible direction and that to in the high speed.
Children have to play irrespective
of the availability of any ground; it is instinctive in them. They have so much
energy and to direct that energy towards their physical growth and strength is
the responsibility of everyone who was a child or have children or is going to
have children.
Yesterday I was passing from a
very busy street where the children were as usual engrossed in playing cricket
but as they take up their positions some bike or car come and they have to move
aside.
I thought that this must so frustrating
for them to break the flow of their game and their parents would also be
worried about their safety. Yet they still allow children to play at such
dangerous spots because there is no other option. I guess when you know that
change is not possible your system becomes immune to what is.
Although this immunity helps us
to cope with the challenges but it can also lead to unfeelingness, and if a
human reaches that level of insensitivity the entire fabric of society is
destroyed leading to barbarism.
So we need to wake up as a nation
and go beyond our petty interests. If we cannot do anything then at least we
can talk about it and spread the word and then definitely someone somewhere will
listen…
With all my prayers…
Have a safe & wonderful
weekend.
Sonya. (Day 296)
* (Title Courtesy Danielle Eager)
* (Source website: http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-childhood-garden/)
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