Allhumdolillah! I am at a much better place since my last post with series of lab tests, utlrasounds, a mammogram and some other really scary tests, and a gut wrenching anxiety of results. I am doing well thankfully everything was clear except low iron levels with vitamin d3 deficiency. These deficiencies are now on their way to recovery. It is worth noting that I have been struggling with intense brain and physical fatigue since 2019 but not a single doctor was able to identify my problem. Once somebody is diagnosed with depression or anxiety then every health issue they complain about is looked from the psychological lenses. Nobody asked me to check iron, vitamin b12 or vitamin d3 deficiencies even my mum who is a dermatologist always assured me that I am fine and this weakness is just a phase. It was a phase alright, it engulfed almost 8 years of my life pushed back my career and research ambitions. This is not the case alone with me but there are many people who silentl...
After an
agonizing gap of 5 days, our internet connection is restored and I take a sigh
of relief. I have to make many apologies
for missing the posts but the circumstances were impossible. I have written
posts for 4 days from 27 September which I have missed, you may find all the
posts below this one.
If I have to
take a gap of even one day, I feel intense discomfort. If you have to do
something then you have to do it, no excuses. Discipline is a tough genre of
life and if there is a commitment then it shall be fulfilled.
Weather is the
most pleasant during the day and the cold breeze at nighttime imbibes the
entire systema nervosum.
I have a story
in mind which I wanted to share but deliberately kept away from it. I don’t
know how most of my readers would respond; whether you will like it or reject
it or probably laugh at it. The story is real and belongs to a person I am
acquainted with. It is real because I trust the lady who narrated it, since I
cannot verify it from any other source except her so we just have to have
faith. May be after my post we can get some clues and probably some kind of
verifications and if you all share it in your circles then there might be
hope.
For the privacy
of the lady I shall give her a fake identity, we’ll call her Tina. Tina is a
very regular girl who lived a normal life with her family, she is educated and
a working professional. The story begins back in 2004, at our healing clinic
where Tina comes to find peace, the healer Ms.
MB takes her into trance healing/reiki.
The experience turns out to be immensely profound and spiritually enlightening,
it helped her to find peace. After her few sessions she felt better and returns
to her life.
As time moved on she realized that something has
changed which she was unable to comprehend. Apparently her third eye or sixth
sense was awakened and she started to see visions/ images/ dreams about
upcoming events. Tina hardly paid any heed or took these visions seriously. Yet
all those visions were ninety percent true, always positive, helped her and
others around her. However, she also started to see an image of a gentleman
whom she has never met before. I shall name this gentleman JJ.
Initially the image/
vision of JJ was hazy, with time it became a bit clear- he had a definite jaw
line, lean physique, wore light grey shirt and blackish pants, and his glasses
were the most prominent feature of his face.
The story does
unfold with time but for now I shall only share with you the earlier part.
Depending on time, circumstances and also your responses I would continue or
discontinue latter parts of this story.
As for now Good
Night my dearests’.
Sonya (Day 215)
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