Allhumdolillah! I am at a much better place since my last post with series of lab tests, utlrasounds, a mammogram and some other really scary tests, and a gut wrenching anxiety of results. I am doing well thankfully everything was clear except low iron levels with vitamin d3 deficiency. These deficiencies are now on their way to recovery. It is worth noting that I have been struggling with intense brain and physical fatigue since 2019 but not a single doctor was able to identify my problem. Once somebody is diagnosed with depression or anxiety then every health issue they complain about is looked from the psychological lenses. Nobody asked me to check iron, vitamin b12 or vitamin d3 deficiencies even my mum who is a dermatologist always assured me that I am fine and this weakness is just a phase. It was a phase alright, it engulfed almost 8 years of my life pushed back my career and research ambitions. This is not the case alone with me but there are many people who silentl...
Such a waste of time and energy when efforts are focused on useless aims, but who knew that the aims were useless it was only after a certain time was invested we realize their futility. It leads us back to square one or as said loth key budho ghar ko aiey (after a purposeless journey idiots return home). Since I’m trying my best to transform into a positive thinker I’ll look at the situation with a glass half filled perspective; so some good did come out and the tasks which were dormant once became not only active but were completed with a degree of perfection. At times regardless of how sincere and dedicated our efforts have been things are simply not meant to manifest. So what should we do then, should we keep on trying or call it quits? Or should we wait patiently with a belief that we did our best and have faith in the destiny. One thing which I am sure of is the Effect shall never be different from the Cause, it might be delayed however. So what is the conclusion of...