Allhumdolillah! I am at a much better place since my last post with series of lab tests, utlrasounds, a mammogram and some other really scary tests, and a gut wrenching anxiety of results. I am doing well thankfully everything was clear except low iron levels with vitamin d3 deficiency. These deficiencies are now on their way to recovery. It is worth noting that I have been struggling with intense brain and physical fatigue since 2019 but not a single doctor was able to identify my problem. Once somebody is diagnosed with depression or anxiety then every health issue they complain about is looked from the psychological lenses. Nobody asked me to check iron, vitamin b12 or vitamin d3 deficiencies even my mum who is a dermatologist always assured me that I am fine and this weakness is just a phase. It was a phase alright, it engulfed almost 8 years of my life pushed back my career and research ambitions. This is not the case alone with me but there are many people who silentl...
Many many apologizes for my absence but the paucity of time and my lack of energy are the main causes for my distance from you all. Doing something for a long time and then suddenly taking such prolonged breaks is tremendously burdensome for my poor constitution; there is always a guilt for the lack of discipline and not being able to talk with you all regularly. Past 10 or 15 days I am not feeling well and not in those high spirits, so to open up my PC for even checking my emails seemed like a gigantic task. Nevertheless, on Eid or soon after that I would do my best to get back to the routine, but for now sorry for the quick and brief post. Till we meet again I would take your leave and shall try to come on the blog as often as possible. Take really good care of yourselves. Good Night. Sonya. (Day 121)