Allhumdolillah! I am at a much better place since my last post with series of lab tests, utlrasounds, a mammogram and some other really scary tests, and a gut wrenching anxiety of results. I am doing well thankfully everything was clear except low iron levels with vitamin d3 deficiency. These deficiencies are now on their way to recovery. It is worth noting that I have been struggling with intense brain and physical fatigue since 2019 but not a single doctor was able to identify my problem. Once somebody is diagnosed with depression or anxiety then every health issue they complain about is looked from the psychological lenses. Nobody asked me to check iron, vitamin b12 or vitamin d3 deficiencies even my mum who is a dermatologist always assured me that I am fine and this weakness is just a phase. It was a phase alright, it engulfed almost 8 years of my life pushed back my career and research ambitions. This is not the case alone with me but there are many people who silentl...
Feel so sleepy that I can doze off right here and now, but a commitment is a commitment. I feel bad for not being able to take pictures this morning of the beautiful surroundings that I was in. After a long time I woke up at 5 am and stayed awake for the rest of the morning to complete some pending work. I must say it was a fulfilling experience; the green trees, the light blue sky and the beautiful soft wind were breathtaking. What a blessing it is to be able to see and feel nature. I love early morning as this is the time when I am at my best, that is if I am able to stay awake. Today was a very fast paced day, I was doing one thing after another and thankfully everything was well taken care off. I hope I didn’t bore you guys with my yesterday’s post, I couldn’t help it. I was seeing so much health issues that I was unable to stop myself. Ok, I think I cannot continue for another moment because already the screen is blurring due to sleepiness. Me signing ...