Allhumdolillah! I am at a much better place since my last post with series of lab tests, utlrasounds, a mammogram and some other really scary tests, and a gut wrenching anxiety of results. I am doing well thankfully everything was clear except low iron levels with vitamin d3 deficiency. These deficiencies are now on their way to recovery. It is worth noting that I have been struggling with intense brain and physical fatigue since 2019 but not a single doctor was able to identify my problem. Once somebody is diagnosed with depression or anxiety then every health issue they complain about is looked from the psychological lenses. Nobody asked me to check iron, vitamin b12 or vitamin d3 deficiencies even my mum who is a dermatologist always assured me that I am fine and this weakness is just a phase. It was a phase alright, it engulfed almost 8 years of my life pushed back my career and research ambitions. This is not the case alone with me but there are many people who silentl...
Days are running faster then electric trains and I am trying my best to calmly travel from one station to another station. All of a sudden the life that had been missing activity is seeing all the razzmatazz. New avenues are opening up and I can say that I have never felt better, because there is no time to feel or think. Your emotions, thoughts, ideas of self always limit you of your own potential or may be we are scared to explore things outside our mindset. I think its fine to allow ourselves to do what we really like, of course that must not involve hurting or damaging anyone, but once to follow illogicality of your heart rather than the logic of your mind. You live your life believing you can do this or cannot do this, setting limitations on yourself but then you are thrown into the deep end. You have the choice to either sink or swim and if you manage to swim then life takes you to another level. I have lived my life with strictest boundaries and pre...