Allhumdolillah! I am at a much better place since my last post with series of lab tests, utlrasounds, a mammogram and some other really scary tests, and a gut wrenching anxiety of results. I am doing well thankfully everything was clear except low iron levels with vitamin d3 deficiency. These deficiencies are now on their way to recovery. It is worth noting that I have been struggling with intense brain and physical fatigue since 2019 but not a single doctor was able to identify my problem. Once somebody is diagnosed with depression or anxiety then every health issue they complain about is looked from the psychological lenses. Nobody asked me to check iron, vitamin b12 or vitamin d3 deficiencies even my mum who is a dermatologist always assured me that I am fine and this weakness is just a phase. It was a phase alright, it engulfed almost 8 years of my life pushed back my career and research ambitions. This is not the case alone with me but there are many people who silentl...
As I write in today there is a continuous sound of gaming music in the background because tonight I am sort of baby-sitting, so I shall try my best to focus and follow the rhythm of the post. First, before we begin I thank you so much for all your responses regarding my earlier posts. I have tried my best to reply everyone in their emails and if I have missed few then please do excuse me. I am humbled by your affection and interest in the blog, to receive all your wonderful emails and messages on facebook. It would be great if you want to comment directly on the blog and I have always encouraged everyone to do so, yet I believe most of you like to comment in a more personal manner which is absolutely fine with me. It is great to know that you all are also following through the books and meditations that I have given in other pages of this blog. Most of the books are non-fiction material and I think some of them can prove to be a catalyst of change in our lives ...