Allhumdolillah! I am at a much better place since my last post with series of lab tests, utlrasounds, a mammogram and some other really scary tests, and a gut wrenching anxiety of results. I am doing well thankfully everything was clear except low iron levels with vitamin d3 deficiency. These deficiencies are now on their way to recovery. It is worth noting that I have been struggling with intense brain and physical fatigue since 2019 but not a single doctor was able to identify my problem. Once somebody is diagnosed with depression or anxiety then every health issue they complain about is looked from the psychological lenses. Nobody asked me to check iron, vitamin b12 or vitamin d3 deficiencies even my mum who is a dermatologist always assured me that I am fine and this weakness is just a phase. It was a phase alright, it engulfed almost 8 years of my life pushed back my career and research ambitions. This is not the case alone with me but there are many people who silentl...
It is a sad moment for me, all is well with family and my health though. Yet I truly feel sad, sad at how complicated simple things can get, sad at how mistrust can shake the walls of your being. People cannot be blamed for their opinions or unwarranted fears, but unfortunately the truth stands there at a distance quietly watching the swiftness with which fears are sinking people in the vast of ocean of mistrust. Have you seen in movies where an innocent person picks up a wounded stranger lying on streets and rushes him to hospital, however, on reaching hospital the police arrests that innocent person on the suspicion of wounding the stranger. That is why when an accident happens on road nobody picks up the wounded person because everybody fears that they will be charged for helping someone. I guess, these are the times of insensitivity and of strictly minding your business, and let everyone be on their own. At some point we need to realize that no one can help anyb...