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My Two Cents

Allhumdolillah! I am at a much better place since my last post with series of lab tests, utlrasounds, a mammogram and some other really scary tests, and a gut wrenching anxiety of results. I am doing well thankfully everything was clear except low iron levels with vitamin d3 deficiency. These deficiencies are now on their way to recovery. It is worth noting that I have been struggling with intense brain and physical fatigue since 2019 but not a single doctor was able to identify my problem. Once somebody is diagnosed with depression or anxiety then every health issue they complain about is looked from the psychological lenses. Nobody asked me to check iron, vitamin b12 or vitamin d3 deficiencies even my mum who is a dermatologist always assured me that I am fine and this weakness is just a phase.   It was a phase alright, it engulfed almost 8 years of my life pushed back my career and research ambitions.  This is not the case alone with me but there are many people who silentl...

Get Over It!

I know this is not my usual time to write blog, but here I am. Just returned from a beautiful wedding and had a wonderful time with even more wonderful people; so feeling quite energetic and decided to say what I wanted say. Today met some true Pakistanis who are doing a commendable job in the famous desert area of Sindh, Thar. Thar is mostly famous for its most intriguing deserts but this time it has become far more popular due to the gross suffering of its people. We always hear that there is shortage of water in Thar; however, these days the condition has gone from bad to worse. Thar is an area which does not see much of the rain and when there is rainfall people stalk water in wells. The unfortunate situation is that the water that is stored in those wells become contaminated with fungus, paramecium and frogs making it unusable let alone undrinkable. Yet people along with animals from all nearby villages drink that contaminated water. With the passage of tim...

Human tendencies

It is such a wonderful tendency in us human beings that no matter how positive things are going on with us, it just takes a slightly negative incident happening around us and we are miserable and ungrateful. If you are single, you feel miserable and want to get married, yet once married your spouse or in-laws become your misery. If one does not have children then it is the cause of depression but once children are there, they become a problem. If you do not have any work then that’s a misery yet once you get work then work itself becomes a problem. A friend once said, if someone is earning 20,000 they are unhappy; if someone is   earning 2,00,000 then also they are unhappy and if somebody is earning 25,00,0000 still they are unhappy. So the constant here is, our misery and unhappiness . Irrespective of our personal life or financial status, we are always unhappy and complaining of what is lacking. A thankful person is thankful under all circumstances. A c...

Soiree

What an exceedingly exciting day I had, from the start till the end there was so much going around that I couldn’t understand what exactly is happening. Yeh, I know its a very confusing start for the post; nevertheless, bear with me because this is what I exactly feel. A month ago I went for lunch with some family friends, it was really lovely to hang out with some wonderful uncles and aunties. Everything was simply delightful. So today, I decided to recapture the same feeling by having a meal in the same restaurant, yet this time everything appeared dull. I wondered what happened because the food, atmosphere and even coffee was the same yet it was not fun today. Then it struck me that it was never the ambiance or food which gave me those pleasant feelings but the gathering of those absolutely wonderful people who were the source of joy. We can get best of the best with money, however, money or luxury is not the replacement of people.  If you are unable ...

Q & A with Sonya

What is life? Why am I here? Do I have some purpose? These are the questions we often ask ourselves either when we have achieved all our material desires or when we have failed in some big way. Or we could be in the prime of our time or might have seen many decades of our lives. Whatever might be the cause or whatever might be the time for asking these questions; each one of us sooner or later would want to find out the answers to these questions. There was uneasiness in me for the last few days, I felt very heavy in the head, in my cervical and was quite lethargic. At first I related all this to the current situation of work at home and exhaustion caused by it. Yet it seemed incomplete, that something was missing in the puzzle. I was looking at everyone and everything to find out the possible cause of my physical and mental discomfort. With all the above going in my reality, a subtle sensation crossed my mind and I decided to keep a free healing session at ...