Allhumdolillah! I am at a much better place since my last post with series of lab tests, utlrasounds, a mammogram and some other really scary tests, and a gut wrenching anxiety of results. I am doing well thankfully everything was clear except low iron levels with vitamin d3 deficiency. These deficiencies are now on their way to recovery. It is worth noting that I have been struggling with intense brain and physical fatigue since 2019 but not a single doctor was able to identify my problem. Once somebody is diagnosed with depression or anxiety then every health issue they complain about is looked from the psychological lenses. Nobody asked me to check iron, vitamin b12 or vitamin d3 deficiencies even my mum who is a dermatologist always assured me that I am fine and this weakness is just a phase. It was a phase alright, it engulfed almost 8 years of my life pushed back my career and research ambitions. This is not the case alone with me but there are many people who silentl...
I wish I could gather the strength
to say something but the influence of influenza is quite heavy on me hence it
is difficult to concentrate on the words. Slight harshness in the throat and
you cannot even function properly, and then one thing flows from another. The only
desire that you have at such times is to regain your health and strength.
The person who said, Health is Wealth, is phenomenal and he is
going to have presence till eternity due to his words. When we are in the best
of health we take it so lightly as if it is our birthright, but wait for the
moment when your body temperature raises few degrees higher.
We need to be grateful for every
breath, for every healthy organ, for all the perfectly working cells &
tissues, for our five senses and the perfectly functioning body systems. Taking
a small step in darkness distresses us, we try to quickly reach for light. Imagine
living without our eyes for even a day.
So much is given to us, yet so little
we are thankful for.
Sometimes people without saying a
word tell us stories. It does not matter if you say something or not, the
concerned person shall always know. At a deeper level we are all inter-connected,
we are all tuned to the spiritual telepathic frequency with each other.
What am I saying, I guess
blabbering due to fluic condition. So before I wander along I take your leave.
Good Night!
Sonya Syed. (Day 442)
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