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Allhumdolillah! I am at a much better place since my last post with series of lab tests, utlrasounds, a mammogram and some other really scary tests, and a gut wrenching anxiety of results. I am doing well thankfully everything was clear except low iron levels with vitamin d3 deficiency. These deficiencies are now on their way to recovery. It is worth noting that I have been struggling with intense brain and physical fatigue since 2019 but not a single doctor was able to identify my problem. Once somebody is diagnosed with depression or anxiety then every health issue they complain about is looked from the psychological lenses. Nobody asked me to check iron, vitamin b12 or vitamin d3 deficiencies even my mum who is a dermatologist always assured me that I am fine and this weakness is just a phase.   It was a phase alright, it engulfed almost 8 years of my life pushed back my career and research ambitions.  This is not the case alone with me but there are many people who silentl...

Inspiration

I was wondering about today’s post and then I received a phone call from my new friend, for the sake of her privacy I’ll call her J. J is not only my friend but she was also one of my patients when I was doing acupressure and reiki at Dr. Zainab’s Clinic. She came to us as a depressed girl who had some serious family issues which had broken her both morally and emotionally. After few sessions with me and my colleagues she started to gain her confidence and became very positive. Today when she called me her voice was filled with joy and enthusiasm for life, Masha Allah. She is working as a teacher at a nearby school where her amazing talent of handling and teaching children shone brilliantly. Although she has a Maters degree in Mass Communication but she didn’t have any idea that she has the gift and potential to educate children. Whatever it may be she is happy, very busy and her family is happy for their daughter, this is only what matters. Isn’t it wonder...

Day 207

This is the first proper post which I am writing from my PC. It is peculiar with so many cords and connections lying around and going in to the black box we call CPU when one is so used to of a 14’’ screen with a tiny keyboard and compact system of notepad. And yes apologies for missing out yesterday’s post I was so sleepy by the time I sat for writing the post, it was difficult to even focus on the keys. So what happened yesterday anything new or it was the same old story. Well thank goodness that everything was routine and boring besides what we karachiites have gone through since last few months we cannot afford anymore excitement. Fridays are usually busy and limited with hardly any work starting before 3 pm and somehow the mass laziness gets to you. However, I made a point to be up as early as possible, complete my daily work and get down to some business. My actual target is to start my day around 6.30 or 7 pm as I am at the peak of my energy during early hours s...

Peace and Hope

Its 11 pm and I am so hungry that I can eat an elephant, but it is never a good idea to eat meal after 8.30 pm as our digestive system slows down soon after sunset. So anything you would eat after that time would be partly digested and the rest of the undigested food would turn into fat. So no late night snacks for me. In this air of hopelessness and despair there is light and something is shining through. Today returning home at the Clifton signal I saw students voluntarily collecting donations for the flood victims in Sindh. They were holding charts, donation boxes and going to every car on the signal to collect funds. All I can say that in the midst of all this chaos there is hope. Yesterday on some TV channel they showed a tree in some area in Karachi. That tree didn’t have any leaves and has dried down; however, soon after the rains most beautiful white flowers sprouted from its stem. Botanists must have some explanation but to us lay persons it was a sign of hope and g...

Misperceptions

Salaam,Good-Evening, Adaab,- I hope that everybody is in good health & times and I wish that you all are. What should I talk about today was the main concern and after a bit of thinking I decided to write about something personal. I wanted to clear out few misperceptions about me being still single. I know you all must be wandering why does she has to make a big deal about herself and what possibly could be interesting to us about the fact that she is single or married. Nevertheless, there have been some silent questions and concerns and I just have an inkling that now is the time for some clarity. Several people have raised concerns whether my being the only child is the reason for  not getting married? Or whether I and my mother are devastatingly attached to each other that the idea of separating us is not even acceptable to either of us? Or whether my mother is so possessive of me that she refuses everyone quietly on her own without even asking me? Of cours...

Yet Nobody Does Anything

Network problems, internet mishaps, power failures and my post gets delayed. Finally things got around but before we proceed I would like to share my deep condolences for the bomb blast in Karachi. May God rest in peace the innocent departed souls and bless with solace their loved ones to endure such a loss. Unfortunately it has become a routine these days for such condolences and the air of this beautiful city is filled with apprehension of future-future of our children, future of Karachi and above all the future of Pakistan. There is nothing to say however, there are questions which one keeps on asking in these times. Questions like why all this is happening? Is it the consequence of our collective or individual actions, where we have gone so wrong and if yes, then how could we make things right? If we go through books of wisdom, they all point that whatever we experience in our lives is only the result of our own thoughts and actions. Our thoughts are the cause and...

Gadgets & Gizmos

Oh Dear Lord, what an energetic day I had, from the morning till now, its been a continuous activity. After completing my work, cooking and feeding the hungry, finally I can chill. By the way I cooked some fried not so crispy drumsticks and chicken burgers. Thankfully everything went pretty well or maybe after being hungry for hours one would eat anything that would be served. Nevertheless, the bones and muscles in my body are happy with my work regime, and for this I have to thank my acupressure doctor/ my teacher Dr. Mahjabeen Bhaiji for suggesting me to incorporate in my life a lively activity like cooking. I hope that my enthusiasm continues for a lifetime. Now there are plans of buying a Personal Computer Insha Allah on Monday. Yes in the times of IPad, IPhone, Blackberry Tablets I really want to buy a PC. Honestly speaking, I have had my experience with laptop and its effects as sudden cervical pain and backaches, nausea and headaches. Yes my dear friend, if you ar...

Day 202

  Today I wanted to write about something unconventional to my posts but as its 10.30 pm and due to my extreme sleepiness I cannot even locate keys on the keyboard. Probably you might find today’s post brief and my true apologizes for this, but I am now committing to this blog and to do that I have write regularly. Tomorrow there shall be another day with new ideas and crisp feelings which reminds me I have to cook some absolutely crispy junk food for the younger lot at home. As for me I need to call it a night. Good Night my dear ones! Sonya. Day (202)